A restart

There was material here before. It doesn't really matter. I'm restarting this now for a couple of reasons.

First, I hate angst. I hate self-delusion and self-abuse and self-introspection and self-flipperfloppery. Can't stand it. And that's all this was -- feeling sorry for myself. The world, and the people that know me, and the person who reads this, probably have enough of that.

Second, to take it in a new direction. Of saying things that are hard to say in person that go well on the printed page. To use it as a tool , or to make a journey of exploration that might make me a better person rather than a more histrionic jackass.

I wish I could write a smoothly flowing blog about something vaguely interesting where a few friends might put in with pithy comments and talk about the weekend football game. But that isn't to be. Best that I be myself.